so i put 14 guages in

i decided to go ahead and put 14 gauges in,

its only been a week since i got them pierced

but yeah haha

Ones heritage,,,,

I always think it great to hear from ones origins and roots,
whether it be music or poems,
or maybe some folklore.

It really helps one feel as if they have something they can connect with,
and if your a mix that just means you have a variety, lol.


I dont know why but I have always been real deep with my
Irish heritage, it always stood out deeper in me,
ran deeper in my vains,






Im not sure what I find so intriguing about Ireland and the irish,



Not to mention the irish accent
I have even caught myself talking
with an irish accent before,






I have longed to visit Ireland for
awhile now,
but alas
I can assure you i will visit it oneday.

slán go fóill

So as i promised..

keep in mind that these are crappy pics




and then a close up













so there you go

So i got my ears pierced.....

And ima have some pics up soon,

Just because i could.....

So I just finished reading,
the bio of Ruth Graham,
very good read I recommend it.

Any ways here recently I got to thinking,
and wondering what my meaning or purpose was in life.
And it hit me last night, while i was laying in bed,
listening to techno,
and it doesnt matter what my purpose is,
all that matters is I trust God to take care of me,
and be grateful that he has given me so much,
so many great friends,
never have i went hungry,
hes always taken care of me.
Even when I doubted him he still took watched out for me,
so in the end I know he has a purpose for me,
whether i realize what it is or not isn't
important, because I know I will fulfill it when the time comes.

So I am content to just wait,
I dont want to rush things,
I want to sit back and relax and let things take their own time,
and enjoy life as it is.
And I know this is possible,
just as I know that If i trust in God all things
will be taken care of.

And so I shall leave you with this,



In all thy ways acknowledge him,
and he shall direct thy paths.
Proverbs 3:6

Tattoos, yep im getting one,

Ok so im getting a tattoo, and
i already know its gonna be tribal
and i know its gonna cover my chest plates,
my side and my back,
and its going to be outlined in
a neon green UV Ink
(aka blacklight tattoo,)



so the outline will look something like that.

Any ways i want some opinions on which style to base mine off of
so heres some examples



No i will not be getting the full sleave as you see on this,
but i will be getting the shoulder done,



Now i dont know if i want to go with the thin style lines
like this one or if i should go with the thick style like the one above it.

also the ones that i have posted so far have all been only one side
mine will cover both
something like this



Also i will be incorporating the monkey symbol



and the gemini symbol



into it bc well i was born in the year of the monkey and im a gemini,
go figure,


so any suggestions would be nice,
Thank you.

Jealousy

While I must admit, I am usually pretty
immune to jealousy,
I think I have a bad case of it now,
And its just one person im jealous of,
and I know I shouldnt be jealous,
but I am.

Jealousy can hurt much, especially when its between friends.
My jealousy hasnt had the chance to,
and I dont plan on letting it.

I cant say much more, else I risk giving away whom I'm
Jealous of,

Any ways I just wanted to say,
Dont let jealousy get to you,
there's no need for just as i will say i have no reason to
be jealous,
I have a great life wonderful friends,
my relationship with god is good,
everything is great.

Ok so not everything,
But none of yall need be concerned bout that,

And yet i still cant help but
get this feeling of
deep jealousy.

It is really starting to get to me,
i want it to go away,
This green rage, this jealousy
I fight it from day to day
but it ignores me and refuses to flee,
While my strength falters and begins to sway,
This jealousy it runs deeper in me,
I reckon its here to stay
This Jealousy.

And so i will continue my struggle,
Tata for now